Hard Day

Today has been a hard day I have been thinking about us adopting and it is real hard at times.  Miriam has felt down lately and I have tried to keep up a positive attitude for her.  But today was it I have been working but more than not I find myself thinking about adoption.  My boss was out to give me my review (and it was the best one yet) and it felt good to get it out of the way but yet my mind keeps going back to the adoption think.  I have in my heart and mind the love that Miriam and I have for each other and know that we will be great parents.  But waiting is very hard, and keeping up a positive attitude is what I know that I should do but today is not that type of day.
I am so thankful to our future birth mother and her willingness to help us complete our family.  But I must say "who, are you and when are you going to pick us?"  We are good people and have more then enough love to give to children, birth parents, extended family and so on.  But the wait is killing me!!!

Just as a side thought I saw an article on the local news that was talking about a man who was going to attempt to build the biggest tower of legos ever so that he can be in the Genies Book of World Records.  So when I saw this person on the news I first thought was that person needs a life, and then I remembered how I need a life as well, that is why I run out to do things like get my ham radio license and CERT classes and so on to try to fill up my life with more while I wait for a child to share our adventures with.